Princess Diana! An eternal angel!

There have been few woman i would like to write endlessly about, obviously anyone would want to write about their mother first! I am in that category too, if i ever want to write about depth and profound-heart core feelings i would take my mother's  name!

But this post is about the most impressive, most intriguing, most mysterious Princess diana!

Its about my feelings, love and perception - after her death! Like everyone, during my school days, i  know there is a princess called diana and she is from London! And she visits all the country all the time! :-)

Had been very young at that time of her death, during 1997 one fine day, i shouldn't be calling it one fine day, one not a very fine day, our school kids had been standing in front of a bridge to welcome our that time Chief minister MR Karunanidhi!A fucntion at madurai so the school forced the kids to stand human chain in the bridge!  As usual madurai was very hot , i haven't eaten any breakfast, hence dad came along and gave me a big fat creamy bun to eat and he got something to eat for my friends too....

After 3 hours of painful standing to welcome the  CM i haven't got the chance to look at his face, because, his car passed too soon, i was frustrated, because the one celebrity came to madurai i could not see him! That was irritating! Anyways, after fun filled talking with my girls and pals i came to home totally tired!

My mum had come out with teary eyes and had said, "you know ammu, princess diana, she died", i was totally dumbstruck to reply anything, because till then it was a name from the distance, a person we know yet we dont know, but after her death, she had become a part of me!

In the french movie,"Amelie" it was released during the death of Lady Di, the actress of the movie gets totally shocked to see the princess's death in the television, to be honest, i was more ambushed than the lead actress! I ran and switched on the TV & saw the ,that time, small tv world in india showing the accident prone/happened area in Paris! The very dark place which had taken my dream princess away!

I started crying verybadly, i wasn't aware what came into me, the sadness was in me there for more than 6 months, till this day i say this sentence very often, " for lady di's death, i cried more than her ex husband"- i still believe it is the truth! As the worldly prince -not very charming ,married his ugliest girl friend creature, that could ever exist on earth! So it is the truth!

Then i started learning about princess diana! What  made her so attractive to me was inspite of all her positivity, she lacked confidence to kick the asshole husband and take her own decisions! but we cannot blame her so much, because it is the so called royal family! Princess diana was not a perfect woman, but then, i hate perfect woman, because there is no such thing called perfect in this entire world!

Seeing your prince charming sleeping with someone else in the same palace/in the next room of yours, who wouldn't want to take revenge, i know i would! 

I have read all her interviews, well, mostly that is/was all available in the net, at that time, books etc, nowhere we could blame this beautiful goddess, actually all she needed was little bit of caring that her princess'dom promised her! Along with a cheating freak as a husband, a confused mid twenties woman will take hasty decisions, as she had!

I know for sure, woman who cheats need not to be bad, woman who cheats with a  good husband is bad!

Being in india, the so called behind the scenes country, how many we are seeing, people having affair, but for the sake of society living together with the same man and sacrificing for the kids etc... i find though she was born in the sophisticated united kingdom, she was forced to adapt an indian virgin woman style, which is actually very hard even for indian virgin woman!

So she had started seeking love elsewhere, what a pity, again she got only cheaters as her courting buddies! Which is bad, by this time, she had become the  most photographed, the most beautiful, the most sensational, the most lonely, the most cutest, the most sacrificing personality alive!

Everyone was craving for her attention, everyone wanted to be princess diana inspite of the trauma's she had to go through! She was the darling of the media!

The ugly prince not charming was jealous again & had gone to his ugliest girl friend! Divorce happened!  I am normally a person, will never call any one ugly, i m very particular about it, but for miss camilla parker, i m making it as an exception, because she is still in front of my eyes an ugly wicked witch who destroyed my dream princess's life and love!

No one could ever blame my beautiful princess for being a bad mother! She was a damned good mother to her kids, the lovely pics, the smiley face when she was with her kids, speaks volumes and that doesn't look fake!

Faking 24/7 is an art and i m sure diana was not well versed in it! Finally my pretty princess had found someone she could love, cherish and enjoy and was making a firm decision! I pretty much think, it was on the very firm decision day, she was chased, targeted, forced & killed! I cannot and would not ever accept her death as anything other than murder! It was a murder!

But everyone moved on, including me, But the one princess i know & the one princess i will always love is no more! She is an eternity! She projects love! Despite media calling her a fake, she has not stopped volunteering herself for social cause, which was daring and great!She need not do that, yet she did!

An escapism,when something is not going the way you wanted, you will indulge in things, that will make your heart happy or at least distracted, i m sure that is what she did! Poor girl!

At the tender age of 36, her life ended, but in this world, if there is a princess who is eternal and beautiful, it will always be Princess diana!

Prathi surendran