Push hard!!! Day 70 ! Kudos to me again..

I am feeling very bad about myself last few days!

I have few issues at office, and i think thats affecting my mind.

I bunked my spanish classes due  to the fact, that i did not study.

And that made me feel very bad, personally!

I am not pushing....I am not studying harder

Its very simple

If i have to excel in my studies, i need to study..Frankly i m detesting it!!

The desire to speak in spanish is very good!

But without good push and effort, even god wont help me...

I knew it!!!!

I suddenly self-pitied me today and was not in a very good mood of situations happening around me!

After one hr of hesitation and distress from my end.!!!

I understood , i have to be very bold to handle life and its ups and down!

I m forcing myself the confidence which i lack at the moment

I am getting it by imagining it !

Thank god!

Have a gracias day folks

Always with love
Prathipa