Let go off the past and think about "PRESENT" today

When i look at myself in the mirror everyday, how do i feel?

when i am in good mood, i will think about , "positive affirmations, reading, blog, writing, mum and dad's happiness"

But when i m bad mood, how do i look?  U r right!!!

I look downright "UGLY" and feel downright lonely.

Especially when i look at my bad side.

People say learn from your past and let go.

For me, recently i have understood i have been clinging to my past way too much.

Recently, read a book called ," The present" by spencer johnson .

He defined life in just 3 phrases

1. Learn from your past and let go of it.
2. Always enjoy the gift of present, which is today.
3. Prepare for your future and keep learning, to make our future a great one

This author is great guy. He has profound knowledge about life.

When i look at my teenage days. My gosh!I had been a very notorious, carefree kid.

Effect of being a single daughter i guess.(especially a one who's been pampered like hell)

Who does not like responsibility and always puts her own needs first, rather even, thinking about others.

Very very selfish young lady i had been.

I hurt my mother so many times and of course my father too

And my family.

They have been so great in understanding a lonely kid's need to be loved.

I later realized i was the most loved kid all the way, but had not realized it.

due to this behavior of mine, i always had felt guilty and hurt those loved ones , more and more.

Now, i m letting go of my past and thinking only and only about this particular day god had given me gracefully.

Love it.

So, if you have been clinging and holding on to your dreadful past and unhappiness.

Please do forgive the people in your past and move on.

After all, we will not be knowing , whether we will be  alive tomorrow. Do we?

So do whatever your heart wishes, have a great day, smile at people, love everybody as you never gonna see them again.

Please to get please, love to get loved, treat others the way you want to be treated.

Always with love
Prathi surendran