Change is super good with a measure of uncertainty

Since last july i have been lazy, freaked out.  I really enjoyed this leisure period because i solely aware this kinda time will never come back to me again.

Like the freedom to be myself at home, waking at 10 am everyday and staring at twitter without even blinking my eyelids.

Life is cool, but somehow, there was/is a big hole at heart, because no complications. Life is so smooth.. I have been yearning and longing for a time like this during my corporate life. I had always wished to have more time for my reading, writing, exercises, jogging, chating with friends, outing , even to talk to my parents.

Now i have all the time in the world, the 24 hours totally dedicated to me by mother nature, but what have i done? nothing in the last six- eights except staring at my computer screen and making friends.

Making friends had been a good part, have got few nice hearted, talented people as my friends now... No regrets there.... But truly this is not what i have longed for....I must do more! Work harder! I m made for hard work, not to be an ordinary human!

If doing nothing can curb my creativity, then i want work, i want more work, i wanna die from work! This is not suiting my nature, to sit simply, making friends, cracking jokes. For heaven's sake, anyone could do that.... But who is stopping me from achieving my dreams, have i been held by group of terrorists for a ransome.No.

Nothing of that sort, it is just me, the enemy inside, the dangerous, lazy, procrastinating damned enemy ! What should i do now? how should i gear up?

Well, just by stopping myself sitting in front of twitter all day and do something... speaking and writing is different, action speaks a lot - if i m gonna remain this way, i ll be ashes in few decades not have achieved anything i wanted too,

Right now i m  in the position to comprehend my actions, its good, because i realize what i must do! Boredom doesn't fit me and i dont fit boredom! We are exact opposites deserve to live poles apart. Good i came back to my own self!

How to overcome procrastination is a wonderful subject, the 101's in the internet truly doesn't help one! Truly.

Procrastination - we must overcome the deadly disease just by taking an action. Any action for that matter, sitting simply, watching tv, surfing on the net- just immobilize us!Stop us from doing something worthy in our life.

 Life- we never must allow it to be mundane, it will eat us easily, actually its just waiting for a chance to bang on us!

We have to protect ourselves by keeping ourselves positive and thoroughly optimistic. It is ,sure not possible at every situation and it requires greater practice at that. But not something uncommonly difficult!

Action is the only way to overcome all kind of difficulty! Its feel good to jot down my thoughts as if i m writing in my diary, but then, it is my diary- online diary- the one i dont start with prathi writes....

Feeling good

Prathi surendran