Put in efforts folks-My espano! Day 75/76

I missed out yesterday's blog! Forgive me!

I m scared of spanish, yet, i love spanish!

This is my problem! If i say en espanol "Es mi problema" :)

But how i m going to overcome the fear of spanish ?

Thats the biggest question mark in front of me ????????????????????????

But i somehow have to do it!

No job in my hands at the moment! Life is in jeopardy! Resignation sent last week!

So i have to rely on 2 important genius activities in my life.. one is

Teaching , and the other one

Spanish....

Both are gonna save my life, apart from my writing , of course .....

But if i m fearing the way i used to...i am definitely gonna flunk !!1

I am absolutely not interested in flunking! I have to study!

Hence, last week, i decided to go through my spanish books.

Believe me or not, i had spread over all my spanish books infront of me and was looking at it without any feeling or emotions..for at least 2 hrs...

Okay, my fear is so strong!

Slowly, i had opened one page, and started reading one grammar part , the one, i have attended the class..

It was easy, because i remembered those tenses clearly and  i slowly moved to the other...and the other..

Slowly, patiently....every thing needs time in life...

We have not spoken our own mother tongue in a day, right??? We took enough time to do it!!!

Hence, even this takes time!!! With little practice!

I finally believed i could study spanish too, if i put in proper and timely effort

So, its been a nice experience, overcoming my fear with spanish...

Its only the initial part 

Later, you will come around confidently!!!

Hence, dont be afraid and neglect those things that are very important in life!

Walk with your head held high!

Always with love
Prathipa